Today’s questions:
If I need a couple more iPhones to operate Snapchats, instagrams, tiktoks and dating apps, where should I get them from? What’s the oldest iPhone I can use? All I have right now is my phone and this iPad I still have to pay back to another guy that wasted my time.
Has anyone ever had any issues with refurbished or used ones?
I’d like to be smarter with my money. I’ve given, lost in stocks, used a lot of what I’ve earned in the past.
Also what are the names of all the camming sites and clip sites that exist? Getting myself stable and peaceful still so I can be camera ready and fill master content bank. Knowing what was making me not want to be sober has helped me stay sober. I wasn’t crazy and still am not. ♥️
2023-01-22 03:24:59 +0000 UTC
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🇨🇦 🇰🇭 🇧🇪 🇦🇺 🇪🇺 🇩🇪 🇮🇪 🇮🇷 🇦🇫 🇿🇦
2023-01-22 02:41:05 +0000 UTC
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Being cute with myself. Cindy moon things. Posted at least 10 times today. Still not enough. 😅 Bit of today. Thanks for comments and likes. They help a lot and I appreciate you all.
🌹 🌙 🕷️ 🌈
#cindymoon #silk #marvel #writing #writer #poetry
2023-01-22 02:18:30 +0000 UTC
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Today’s creative poems.
I feel better after writing and releasing as always and heading out to a hotpot restaurant for Chinese New Year. I guess at least my experiences are helping me produce more poems. Half of these might be soft drafts. All of them should be seen as entertainment.
If anyone’s collecting my poems, can u let me know if I’ve reached 300 poems, yet?
#cindymoon #writing #writer #poetry
2023-01-22 00:37:15 +0000 UTC
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Be my friend and let’s forget the internet doesn’t exist.
2023-01-21 23:03:18 +0000 UTC
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You can keep acting like I’m a dirty secret that doesn’t exist for as long as you want.
Don’t be surprised when I do the same to you.
I am MOST DEFINITELY a flex.
I’m going to surround myself with people who are smart, worthy, caring, interesting and as valuable and loving as I am willing to be.
2023-01-21 22:58:15 +0000 UTC
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You don’t even comment on my Instagram photos, why am I taking care of you. Take care of yourself and watch me take care of myself by surrounding myself with people who see my worth.
You choose not to be worth it.
Make your own dinner.
2023-01-21 22:50:11 +0000 UTC
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I’m not ugly. You’re stupid.
You should have been taking pics of me like this every day instead of having me think I’m ugly. Why do I have to pull teeth to get you to take these types of photos of me???
2023-01-21 22:34:55 +0000 UTC
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My truth is that I’m not the bad guy, you’re just an idiot who’s been wasting my time and energy.
I’m an idiot, too for entertaining it trying to see it from your point of view when I should have just focused on taking care of myself and never helped you. I don’t even get turned on by you anymore. That was your goal and congrats.
You didn’t make any effort to help me get relaxed, happy and horny. You’ve gotten what you wanted and now I have to find what I need elsewhere. You’d rather get cucked and cucked you will be because I can’t trust you, rely on you or even relax with you here. I’m not a villain for wanting someone who gets a boner for me or does bare minimum. You’re the asshole for taking me for granted and keeping me weird and frantic and having to go elsewhere for love I deserve.
2023-01-21 22:28:32 +0000 UTC
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Every glimpse of me turns your brain into mush. ♥️
2023-01-21 22:25:46 +0000 UTC
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Tf am I going to do with a man waiting till I’m 69 to help turn me into a better Instagram model. I want someone who makes me want to get out of bed and out of my head.
2023-01-21 22:23:38 +0000 UTC
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If it’s not breakfast in bed, a clean house and compliments while I’m naked on my snoopy bedsheets like this, I don’t want it. 🤷🏻♀️
2023-01-21 22:21:11 +0000 UTC
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Thanks for hanging out and while I write on this platform as my diary. I’ll probably hit 11k followers this month. Not for being hot but whatever. 🤣
2023-01-21 22:17:55 +0000 UTC
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If you can’t get a boner for me or make me feel happy, relaxed or good about myself I don’t want you.
I’ve done more than enough. I’m not the bad guy. I don’t want to be this overloaded. It’s supposed to be fun to help me. These are supposed to be the sexiest years of my life. I don’t need anyone who makes me think differently, not even want to brush my hair or get dressed up. This weird, silent purgatory where you want to convince me I’m a roommate is not doing it for me. I want mister slaves, a trip to Disney and to relax. Not whatever this uncomfortable thing we have is. I want to be one of those girls getting awards, encouraged to write + be an activist and not worrying about sheckles. You’re the only person who tells me my writing is trash and I don’t need, deserve or want that. Idk how you could actively discourage me from writing poems when it’s one of the only things keeping me mentally healthy enough to keep going without enough help. You’re insane for taking all of this for granted. I’m not a villain for asking for help. I’m tired of writing these essays online and being dry from cognitive dissonance and feeling so ugly because you refuse to tell me I’m beautiful. What the fuck am I doing being with you or taking care of you for when you do less than bare minimum.
I’m happy I made enough rent for next month but I don’t want to live month to month anymore while you get to pursue a degree and job that gives you health insurance, dental insurance and 401k and all those things I don’t have. I can’t waste my time on losers anymore. I need help making sure I’m mentally safe and strong and I’m not a monster or a villain for asking for help to keep me safe and strong.
One day, im going to get what I need and ask for and you’re going to wish you helped me take photos from behind at a downward angle. Im not the villain for being willing to put a dick in my mouth and take pictures of it so that one day I can have 7 parks around the world or at least a small home with a yard and be able to have a family that will love me.
2023-01-21 22:01:50 +0000 UTC
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If I’ve bought you over 100 chipotle meals and you can’t even help me with a decent ghetto Instagram photo shoot then wtf am I taking care of you for
2023-01-21 21:55:04 +0000 UTC
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2023-01-21 21:51:45 +0000 UTC
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Beta/cuck minions: make dating profiles (as persuasive as you think and show me what you think is the best way to present me, I’m challenged in this area.) for me for research purposes and see how long you last until we get banned. Find me people worth dating and make notes of what it’s like to be me/be a woman/what people are truly like.. I can’t be choosing my guys/girls for me. I need a vetting process and guideline I would give to my own sister or daughter if I had one. I have a lot to learn and I’d like to do better for myself and all the people following me.
Last time I had tinder gold or plus or whatever it is I hit 10k (potential) matches and got overwhelmed with the info. ( i was so shocked I didn’t swipe right on anyone or barely anyone. When I didn’t respond I got reported or maybe I didn’t swipe right often enough and I got banned. I’m picky on attractiveness and slow to turn on, that’s not a crime. If ur bad at this ur gonna see how challenging/frustrating it is to be a hot girl. All the hottest girls I know are banned on dating sites and in similar cutoff situations. ) i kinda wish I had an older sister or mommy that taught me a little more but I have you guys. I’m not sure what to look for and I haven’t had enough dates to know what’s good standard. If you’ve taken women on nice dates, I’d love to hear your single life experiences. I know I should take it very slow and learn to be friends first. Idk if I’ll ever step out for a date but my minimum is that they don’t smoke and make as much or more than I do so I don’t get worried and play mommy for people who don’t deserve it. I want to be taken care of and given an easy, stress free and soft life.
I’m gonna see if I can get more phones/phone numbers and emails so I can figure all this out.
2023-01-21 21:36:03 +0000 UTC
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I give up on seeing Chad as more than he really is and I’m starting the new year intent on taking care of myself.
These should have been the best years of my life, living life stress free with someone/several people in my life willing to do more than bare minimum and putting me in situations where I get mad or frustrated from lack of help. I can’t mentally be with someone who’s making me wait 3 years to get real help. Are you waiting till I’m 50 to help turn me into a successful model? It’s not rocket science to help me take photos from behind or help me make gym tik toks.
It’s supposed to be fun and sexy to play Instagram husband or be my helper to make of content. I don’t want to live another day not wanting to get out of bed and living this pressed because you want to pretend I’m lazy even though I’ve proven over and over and over again this is a real job and it takes more than 1 person or else my mind gets in a place where it shouldn’t be.
If he wanted to help he would have by now.
It is what it is and there’s no point in wasting more time and energy on potential. Enjoy your year without my help because you should have helped me 3 years ago.
2023-01-21 21:33:10 +0000 UTC
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Happy Chinese New Year!
If you’ve faltered from your self-loving path since the new year, here’s your sign to restart. ♥️
Sending you all of my blessings and wishing for only pure, good things to happen to you from now on. Let go of all things that don’t serve you today and know that you deserve all the positive moments you will experience from here on out. 🐰
2023-01-21 21:23:42 +0000 UTC
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Thanks for giving me time over the weekend to add and send love over Snapchat. 🌹 🕷️ ♥️ 🌙 🕸️ 👻
2023-01-21 05:12:12 +0000 UTC
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Tell me a few of your favorite things. You can choose the topic!
Favorite poets/writers:
Maya Angelou, Hugo Ball, Dr. Seuss
2023-01-20 12:54:33 +0000 UTC
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Good morning. ♥️
2023-01-20 12:39:42 +0000 UTC
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Today’s funny, creative, cute and dramatic poetry. 🕷️ 🕸️ 🌹 🏰
#cindymoon #poetry #poet #writer
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2023-01-20 12:22:32 +0000 UTC
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2023-01-20 10:58:17 +0000 UTC
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4 days sober. ♥️🥰🌹🕷️🕸️
Thanks for just kinda being there while I get myself to bloom. 🌹🌙
2023-01-20 10:24:29 +0000 UTC
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Nothing humbles me like watching The Walking Dead.
There’s just enough darkness and reality to remind me to stay at home (essentially) alone and keep people at an arms distance (kinda). I prefer to keep souls and voices around that are willing to submit to me cuz it feels safer and easier to mentally carry that way. Some people have gotten too comfortable and entitled where I felt I was in danger from the pages and pages and pages they’ve written to me and I’d like to be safe and kept at an adoring distance. I guess that’s why I prefer the god/goddess roleplay.
I like learning from the family and human interactions and relationships from the show.
I need to do more.
Watching American tv shows, movies, reading books and all have really shaped who I am. My parents didn’t really talk to me growing up unless it was… to be unkind so I have a lot to learn. I don’t blame them cuz that’s how they were raised… cuz they come from a country where love isn’t really fostered or allowed to thrive. That’s what I tell myself anyways. I know there’s a lot of loving Asian families, but I’d like to blame countries they come from and their heartless leaders if that’s okay with everybody.
The real world is quite scary and it’s time for me to do more as well. I just gotta be able to let enough of the voices trail away so I don’t imagine so many people and body parts flying around my head. Idk if that makes sense. I’ve gotten kinda quiet and ??? From reading a lot of peoples private thoughts and even if half of them are kind, it’s still a lot to process. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve been unkind to when I’ve taken in too many voices that were not good for me. (Not sorry to the ones that deserved it tho.)
Im apologizing to Chad tomorrow. It’s kind of a miracle he’s still here after I’ve tried to connect with other people and he’s also the only one who’s stuck around. …Idk if it’s cuz of the free rent or low rent but I’m gonna pretend he cares about me for now. I haven’t always been fair or calm and that must have been frightening for him as well. I’m 5 feet tall and I scare this 6 foot 6 man who’s trying to live a normal life and get his ish together. I don’t blame him for not being able to get a boner for me. There have been times I’ve been more toxic than venom and it does take a strong and big person to be able to take me in. I’ve had so much going on that I’ve been selectively mute till it’s too late or too much to handle. It’s also not his responsibility to help me and I should reach out more to other people if I could find any. I’ve also been afraid to connect with a lot of my minions.
I put myself in his shoes and idk if I’d be able to adore me as I am now. I’d understand his resentment. I’m not always consistent and I don’t get to function the same as other people. If my roommate was an Instagram model and his job was to be best friend to a bunch of girls and guys I’d probably be kind of upsetti spaghetti 🍝 as well. I’ve been unfair at times from pressure of everything online and I should take time to clean up and organize more at home. I just feel like I can’t even see or think straight from the amount of info I’ve been taking in. As soon as I see someone I’m scared of commenting on any of my social media I disappear. I shouldn’t have raised my voice when I have sometimes. I should write out my needs and things to be done and communicate them to more people than just him, give him time to process it and then see if it’s something within his boundaries.
If you saw our interaction on Mai Hero you can see there’s nothing really to worry about. Im apologizing to him tommorrow. I have always thought I was offering him an incredible opportunity. He thought ive been trying to make him my Bitch. I should summon some more Venus and be a little kinder outside of offering him food and shelter. I’m sure he wants to be human, too.
#cindymoon #blog #diary
2023-01-20 09:03:47 +0000 UTC
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I’m back.
Let’s be Venus.
That’s what I want to be. ♥️
2023-01-20 08:02:40 +0000 UTC
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( TMI time again) Sometimes, I get frantic in my head when I’ve been alone for too long.
When I think about where I was a few years ago with my ex hubs (that was a r Kelly type villain) that I was married to for a minute… this isn’t so bad. Am I being delusionally positive? He does come back and not leave me alone which means a lot to me. I’m not sure what’s best for me.
If I have to choose between a successful but dishonest sex addict and chad…. This is safer. Am I wrong for thinking like this? I can handle someone who’s soft with mommy preferences. It’s a much better situation if I think about it. I’ll keep telling myself that until I get myself to think more calmly and stably.
I think sometimes we also both just have poor people brain, get frightened, wasn’t taught enough love and don’t know how to reassure each other. Idk, if that makes sense.
2023-01-20 05:08:04 +0000 UTC
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Thank you for the 10,900 followers and hanging out while I’m nuts. 🫠 🥜 🕸️ 🕷️
#cindymoon #007 #silk #nuts
2023-01-20 03:07:04 +0000 UTC
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Have any of my followers ever had any success convincing someone to stop smoking cigarettes or any other addictions? Would love some soft guidance on this matter.
We didn’t make any tips so I’ll try elsewhere and if I make sheckles there I’ll come back.
I just would rather have nobody around than get set off by ciggies.
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#cindymoon #home
2023-01-20 02:30:21 +0000 UTC
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