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2023-01-20 12:22:32 +0000 UTC View Post4 days sober. ♥️🥰🌹🕷️🕸️ Thanks for just kinda being there while I get myself to bloom. 🌹🌙
2023-01-20 10:24:29 +0000 UTC View PostNothing humbles me like watching The Walking Dead. There’s just enough darkness and reality to remind me to stay at home (essentially) alone and keep people at an arms distance (kinda). I prefer to keep souls and voices around that are willing to submit to me cuz it feels safer and easier to mentally carry that way. Some people have gotten too comfortable and entitled where I felt I was in danger from the pages and pages and pages they’ve written to me and I’d like to be safe and kept at an adoring distance. I guess that’s why I prefer the god/goddess roleplay. I like learning from the family and human interactions and relationships from the show. I need to do more. Watching American tv shows, movies, reading books and all have really shaped who I am. My parents didn’t really talk to me growing up unless it was… to be unkind so I have a lot to learn. I don’t blame them cuz that’s how they were raised… cuz they come from a country where love isn’t really fostered or allowed to thrive. That’s what I tell myself anyways. I know there’s a lot of loving Asian families, but I’d like to blame countries they come from and their heartless leaders if that’s okay with everybody. The real world is quite scary and it’s time for me to do more as well. I just gotta be able to let enough of the voices trail away so I don’t imagine so many people and body parts flying around my head. Idk if that makes sense. I’ve gotten kinda quiet and ??? From reading a lot of peoples private thoughts and even if half of them are kind, it’s still a lot to process. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve been unkind to when I’ve taken in too many voices that were not good for me. (Not sorry to the ones that deserved it tho.) Im apologizing to Chad tomorrow. It’s kind of a miracle he’s still here after I’ve tried to connect with other people and he’s also the only one who’s stuck around. …Idk if it’s cuz of the free rent or low rent but I’m gonna pretend he cares about me for now. I haven’t always been fair or calm and that must have been frightening for him as well. I’m 5 feet tall and I scare this 6 foot 6 man who’s trying to live a normal life and get his ish together. I don’t blame him for not being able to get a boner for me. There have been times I’ve been more toxic than venom and it does take a strong and big person to be able to take me in. I’ve had so much going on that I’ve been selectively mute till it’s too late or too much to handle. It’s also not his responsibility to help me and I should reach out more to other people if I could find any. I’ve also been afraid to connect with a lot of my minions. I put myself in his shoes and idk if I’d be able to adore me as I am now. I’d understand his resentment. I’m not always consistent and I don’t get to function the same as other people. If my roommate was an Instagram model and his job was to be best friend to a bunch of girls and guys I’d probably be kind of upsetti spaghetti 🍝 as well. I’ve been unfair at times from pressure of everything online and I should take time to clean up and organize more at home. I just feel like I can’t even see or think straight from the amount of info I’ve been taking in. As soon as I see someone I’m scared of commenting on any of my social media I disappear. I shouldn’t have raised my voice when I have sometimes. I should write out my needs and things to be done and communicate them to more people than just him, give him time to process it and then see if it’s something within his boundaries. If you saw our interaction on Mai Hero you can see there’s nothing really to worry about. Im apologizing to him tommorrow. I have always thought I was offering him an incredible opportunity. He thought ive been trying to make him my Bitch. I should summon some more Venus and be a little kinder outside of offering him food and shelter. I’m sure he wants to be human, too. #cindymoon #blog #diary
2023-01-20 09:03:47 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m back. Let’s be Venus. That’s what I want to be. ♥️
2023-01-20 08:02:40 +0000 UTC View Post( TMI time again) Sometimes, I get frantic in my head when I’ve been alone for too long. When I think about where I was a few years ago with my ex hubs (that was a r Kelly type villain) that I was married to for a minute… this isn’t so bad. Am I being delusionally positive? He does come back and not leave me alone which means a lot to me. I’m not sure what’s best for me. If I have to choose between a successful but dishonest sex addict and chad…. This is safer. Am I wrong for thinking like this? I can handle someone who’s soft with mommy preferences. It’s a much better situation if I think about it. I’ll keep telling myself that until I get myself to think more calmly and stably. I think sometimes we also both just have poor people brain, get frightened, wasn’t taught enough love and don’t know how to reassure each other. Idk, if that makes sense.
2023-01-20 05:08:04 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for the 10,900 followers and hanging out while I’m nuts. 🫠 🥜 🕸️ 🕷️ #cindymoon #007 #silk #nuts
2023-01-20 03:07:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Have any of my followers ever had any success convincing someone to stop smoking cigarettes or any other addictions? Would love some soft guidance on this matter. We didn’t make any tips so I’ll try elsewhere and if I make sheckles there I’ll come back. I just would rather have nobody around than get set off by ciggies. Onlyfans.com/Maihero #cindymoon #home
2023-01-20 02:30:21 +0000 UTC View Post*looks at Gang Gang* 007: it’s just me u and these anger tissues, mister furry butt.
2023-01-20 02:04:30 +0000 UTC View Post
I think I’m in general mad that I feel helpless with my own mess because I know ultimately it’s my fault that I currently can’t handle everything in my plate but it’s the seeing this man smoke cigarettes that really makes me blow up. I don’t know how to explain how helpless it makes me feel to watch someone I care about smoke cigarettes. He’s been chain smoking since high school and I can’t stand to watch or smell it. I don’t want him doing this to himself and he’s not strong enough to beat the addiction. Anyways, I’m trying to minimize him so that I can’t care at all. There’s no other way. If I offered you free rent, you’re not helping me with work, ________ and you’re psssing me off with kxlling urself with cigarettes then you’re just shortening your stay. I can’t afford to get this pressed. You’d rather pay 600 in rent to smoke cigarettes…. I don’t even know what to think or do with you. Whatever. Fuck you. I don’t have time for this. New friend to talk to: @zootedstreaming #cindymoon #diary #blog
2023-01-20 01:59:12 +0000 UTC View PostStreaming to get my mind off real life for a bit. He drove off and I’m fine with him being gone. I don’t need losers or triggers around me. Get your shit together out of my view. I’m tired of waiting for you to be worth it when you clearly never will be. Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7
2023-01-20 01:45:20 +0000 UTC View PostI hope I get to date people more on my level this year. If you can’t get a boner for me, help me post memes, sort/edit photos, retweet marvel things on Twitter, protect my mental health, screen weird stuff from my vision, just anything useful at all I can’t afford to give you my time and energy. Stop smoking disgusting cigarettes and drinking energy drinks every day. I paid for $800 worth of disgusting vape things to try and save ur life annd get u off cigarettes only for you to go back to kxlling yourself with cigarettes. I don’t need this stress. Rough reminder that I’m not your anything. 🙂
2023-01-20 01:18:47 +0000 UTC View PostIf anyone has a nice guest room somewhere else I can hang out in to record content for a bit, let me know. Preferably Orlando, Florida. I’m mid renovations and I can’t think straight with everything going on.
2023-01-20 01:12:06 +0000 UTC View PostLooking for someone to hold the camera and record a few minutes of me up and down because my roommate can’t do that.
2023-01-20 00:50:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Check out my hot friend! She’s a GODDESS as well and live now! We work very hard at existing and using emotional labor 😳. I hope you like when I share exclusive insight to our world! We deserve it all! She is so beautiful, kind and easy to talk to. 🥰 I am happy to peek out of my little hole and have other beautiful gods and goddesses in my web! Here’s to friendship. 🌹 🌐 ♥️ 🕷️ 🕸️ @zootedstreaming
2023-01-20 00:22:09 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s… such a mess at home. There’s too much going on. Anyone else in a similar boat? I wish I had time to be bored. I can’t wait to come across people who have the time and energy to help me. It blows my mind that Chad doesn’t understand that i could be making 1k a day if he could just get a boner or help around the house while I answer messages. It is what it is. One day at a time. 📺
2023-01-20 00:10:39 +0000 UTC View PostWriting ??? Day 1738: I ripped him a new universe. #cindymoon #spiderverse #writing #mysterio #venus #blackcat #spiderman
2023-01-19 22:36:14 +0000 UTC View PostDo I have any writers or artists following me? Specifically people passionate about Marvel comic book/ graphic novels? I have the wisps of an idea and I felt the sudden need to share it. I’m looking for people who would like to brainstorm and create a Silk and Venus comic. I’d like to name the issue or series Women, Life, Freedom. #cindymoon #venus #comics #marvel #writers #artists
2023-01-19 22:24:46 +0000 UTC View PostGuess what color bra I have on today!
2023-01-19 21:46:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Cindy Moon hours I’ve been sober for 3 days and wish I was 😶🌫️ but I know it’s better for my health if I am not a hippie 24/7 or need to partake in any drinking. 🤠
2023-01-19 09:49:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I like to look at cats when I’ve filled my brain tank on messages. Then when things empty out I go read more! The highlights disappearing on Instagram was quite the shock as i had been posting every single day for 5-7 years… I lost track of time, I’m not really sure how long it’s been. (maybe only a handful of days off.) it’s weird to have a couple years missing. It is what it is and I must move forward. At least I’m not cut off of internet like in Iran and I am safe and warm at home. It looks like I have 4 months of records of my posts on the Cindy Moon 007 IG account. They make them disappear by the earliest posts once you hit the limit on highlights. It’s showing my Halloween ones at the earliest point even tho I’ve been posting highlights for years and there should be record of them. The lols and news I’ve posted before them have been deleted by isntagram. All the other ones are gone and I don’t really have time to process. Nothing I can do about it either. Just keep swimming! 💙 Anyways! The black cat is Espeon.🐈⬛ ☺️🌈 Espeon loves attention! Then Dr. wiggles is the Maine Coon cat! 🐱 No more spending for a bit but I’ll keep working hard! One day, if I ever make it out of here and make real money I’ll be happy to support all of my friends and as many small businesses as possible. ☺️💕 #cindymoon #007 #silk #agentsofatlas #blackcats #blackcatgang Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7
2023-01-19 08:55:47 +0000 UTC View PostToday’s snap for VIP’s Face included. About to send out some more. 🌹
2023-01-19 04:03:37 +0000 UTC View PostI like when I show up and drop massive essays and hope my followers pretend I didn’t and continue to talk to me like a normal person. 🤣
2023-01-18 17:33:22 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning. 🌸 Have a nice day. 💝
2023-01-18 15:37:01 +0000 UTC View PostIf I could talk in real life like I could text things would be so different. …. Not sure if better, but it would be different. … It’s probably better that I can’t talk like I text. 🤣 I would like to meett myself halfway at some point. (Please don’t be worried about chad, he can’t get a hard on so… that cuts out like most of the danger. im also positive he’s more scared of me if anything and that’s why he can’t get a boner. I’m definitely not scared of him and glad he’s trying to work off some of the debt. He’s working full time and in school full time and… I want him to be able to focus and to graduate. His parents can’t help (deadbeat and absent) and I can’t help but help right now. I’m learning to be bigger. Im single and it’s a roommate situation. I couldn’t cover rent and all the situations I’m helping with since flashing titties for Myanmar for a couple weeks. It’s a very specific Cindy Moon situation I’m in and I’ll figure it all out as I go. I’ve been more abusive to him than he was to me bc of my attachment issues if I’m gonna be honest and I realize I should be more fair. It’s not easy or for everyone to try and date someone with an onlyfans and I have several with over 10k followers (based on the statistics we know it’s “delayed” and actually a lot higher). It’s… a lot of pressure I put on him to perform and I have been guilty of sending him probably 100-200 texts in a row. He doesn’t have to help with my work if he’s not comfortable with it. I know I was toxic, too. It doesn’t matter if I had a couple thousand messages on all social media accounts waiting for me, or a couple worlds online breaking me cuz I wasn’t powerful enough to help or change what I’m seeing on my phone screen… i shouldn’t be destroying things and putting holes in walls. I’ll keep working on myself and my fear of being alone some more. I’m at a strange chapter in my life rn. It’s overall positive for the most part and i apologize for the moments when I feel like it’s not and kinda heavy and share it. Having someone in real life gives me a chance to break away from the internet some. I appreciate hearing someone in the guest room snoring. I’ll open up more as i dive into real life more. Like on twitch. ) #cindymoon #007 #blog #maihero
2023-01-18 10:19:56 +0000 UTC View PostI realize why cardi b is the way she is now and why she loses it sometimes. She used to say people would say all types of things just to get a reaction from her and I didn’t understand why till i was online more. I hope I never actually get famous cuz it looks like too much work, pressure and thoughts without a team. Housecat life seems much better. I know I need to get famous for activism purposes but I hope everyone knows I don’t actually care for it. If you paid attention you can see I live small and I take care of a lot of people. I hope everyone sees and remembers the real me if I ever do actually get famous. I don’t plan on changing. And another foot note. I needed the sheckles so someone’s renting the room and it also means I’m getting a bodyguard from one of my stalkers. They’re working off their debt to me as well. I’m figuring out things as I go. Keeping my head down and working as hard as I can. 🐱
2023-01-18 09:26:55 +0000 UTC View Post
I know I’m acting wild, rn. Thanks for all the big people who think it’s funny and are digitally holding my hand or telling me what I need to hear. Thanks to all the people who choose to say things that are good for my mental health. It takes me some time to process when some people are being under hand and saying things to set me off on purpose before I know how to respond or realize I shouldn’t be talking to them anymore. Bigger and better every day. I am more than my image and I will do more for as many countries and people as possible. I love you! Lot of voices and tabs in brain and I’m just gonna pretend the internet doesn’t exist. If you’re upset that I prioritize my mental health or do what’s best for me then I’d like to be left alone. Thank you!
2023-01-18 08:44:28 +0000 UTC View Post
I know you’re all smart enough to see what I’m doing and understanding why. I know you’re all smart enough to see the possibilities with me. I know you will talk to me with absolute respect, love, adoration and/or affection to elevate me. I know that you know that I can take care of each and every person who is following me who needs financial help because I have figured out how to. I know that I am strong enough and whatever words that are out there that I’m supposed to be using to talk about myself in a positive and elevating manner. I know that we will succeed and I hope to have you all by my side as I slowly accomplish all the crazy things I’ve mentioned at some point or another. (or at least try.) I know that if I can figure out a way to talk to everyone I can finally shut up. Let me figure it out. 🤣 *cough* bots *cough* ai *cough* where r my tech people *cough* Okay, no more input or words for today. Thanks for letting me be ur sweet and complex Moon baby princess. 🌙💕🌸💗 ( random note, hasbro sucks and is racist for making those ugly Cindy moon toys. I saw the originals y’all made and they didn’t even look Asian. Many people agree with me. You know exactly what you’re doing. You didn’t have to purposely design her to not look Asian and then barely Asian. She doesn’t look Asian at all in either versions. 🕸️You know exactly what you’re doing. 🕸️ We can all see it and you’re trash for it. You know it, too. You made her bulky, ugly and distributed it for the lols and I hate u for it. Can u just not??? You could have made her attractive, appealing and Asian and you thought it would be funnier not to and pisss off a bunch of people and try to pass this half ass attempt to sell Cindy moon. WHY? She clearly does not look Asian at all. THEY BOTH LOOK LATINA ASF. YOU HAD TO WORK TO PURPOSELY DESIGN HER NOT TO LOOK ASIAN. CUZ UR ASSHOLES. You know exactly what you’re doing. I hate you. ) this was positive and then I was on the internet too long and had to throw this last bit here. 🤣 #cindymoon #007 #princess #silk #marvel Onlyfans.com/cindymoon7
2023-01-18 07:12:25 +0000 UTC View PostThe other girls might also be hot but I’m also crazy so good luck beating that.
2023-01-18 06:49:12 +0000 UTC View Post
