***Important Update:*** I was really unsure of wether or not..

***Important Update:*** I was really unsure of wether or not to post this here, but as it has had a bigger impact than expected I feel like I have to. Thursday night I got extremely sick and ended up getting rushed to the hospital by ambulance. I was experiencing excruciating abdominal pain, and feared that maybe my appendix had ruptured, or that maybe something was wrong with my womb/ovaries. They spent most of the night running tests trying to figure out what was wrong. (Even got to go for a ride in this huge printer lol) I had an extremely high fever and infection level, and pain was steadily getting worse and worse. So sadly they eventually opted for surgery to look inside and get a clearer view of everything. This was due to inconclusive tests, and the time pressure of it possibly being a ruptured appendix (which can be lethal if not treated immediately) I’ve never tried anything like this before in my life, and going through it alone definitely didn’t help. It was all extremely overwhelming and tbh I was crying the whole time lol. I kept protesting them doing the surgery because I didn’t want to be cut up, mainly worried about scarring. Obviously there’s a lot of pressure my body being my literal livelihood. But of course at the time that didn’t really matter. The surgery did though go well, and I got off pretty easy with two fairly small incisions in my abdomen. To everyone’s surprise my appendix was fine, and it was in fact my lymph nodes that were extremely swollen and allegedly “looked like they were gonna explode” lol. This was all apparently caused by a vicious infection in my bladder? That I wasn’t even aware that I had? So yeah I guess this was best outcome afterall, but I can’t help but feel stupid for going in and going through all of this just because of an infection in my bladder? It all just seems so surreal and it happened so fast. I guess it was just the perfect storm. Which is just typical my luck 💀 I’m definitely struggling a bit with accepting all of this happening. I’m extremely upset with myself, and of course sad that now I won’t be able to work, go to the gym, or really do anything. I’m gonna take a week to focus on healing and hopefully I’ll be back in action soon, I have a really exciting month planned (it’s my birthday month) so I’m really hoping recovery won’t take too long 💪🏻 So this is why I have been silent and sadly haven’t been able to shoot anything new content and didn’t get to send out my new PPV set this weekend. I’m really sorry and I hope you can understand. I will make sure that it goes out next weekend. Until then I’ll do a little recap of last months sets, if you haven’t gotten them already it would mean a lot if you did. I really need all the support I can get right now, emotional, physical and financial 🥺 Lots of love, a very sad and broken Adeline