I am deeply aware that the most interesting thing about me rn is my love life. (Tags so I don’t get banned @kinetickraver)
2023-09-10 03:07:06 +0000 UTC View Post
He brings out the best in me. #cindymoon #lovelife #tea #drama #stopsmoking
2023-09-10 02:11:34 +0000 UTC View PostAnd the award for most boring onlyfans goes to… Cindy Moon! Cindy: oh, wow. Thanks, guys. 🥳
2023-09-10 01:33:27 +0000 UTC View Post
Last night he locked me outside knowing I couldn’t find my keys so I had to kick down my front door. Now it matches the door to my bedroom that he kicked down. We’re both stupid. I don’t understand what’s going on or why he can’t just listen to me or help me. He won’t listen to me. I have to move on. I don’t have time for this. If you can’t love me the way I need to be loved then go back to being unloved and alone. I have so many more important things I need to do besides getting constantly enraged. He’s not even giving me D nor does he deserve any love making from me so I don’t know what he’s doing. Going for a walk. Everyone wanted him to be a Prince Charming for me and I dont understand why he would rather be the bad guy in all of this instead of just listening to me and loving me. I never wanted to become this kind of person. There’s so many things that need my time and attention. I can’t do this with you anymore.
2023-09-10 00:37:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I told this bitch I need help so I can have more time, energy and resources to save Myanmar and he was all like, they don’t need your help in Burma you stupid bitch, you have more important things to do than this crazy shit, none of this is good for you and I was like no, I fucking don’t. I need to help Myanmar, iran and Afghanistan and whoever the hell is out there , you’re the stupid bitch, help me help them or get the fuck out of my way And that’s how your father and I made you (Jk, I’m being funny to cope. Maybe he’ll learn to love me one day but it feels like too little too late.) #cindymoon #home #blog
2023-09-10 00:06:33 +0000 UTC View Post
♥️ B/g ♥️ for the new people. What’s a girl gotta do to get some rest? I was taking a nap when my roommate snuck into my bed and started giving me the fucking of my life. I begged and begged him to cum on my tits but he simply refused to pull out. He emptied his balls inside my fertile little pussy and I don’t know what to do! I don’t want all that cum that just flooded my cunt to goto waste but I don’t have any girlfriends who can eat me out either… 🙁💔
2023-09-09 23:42:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Going live as soon as my last 25 posts have a minimum of 50 likes. Spam my page or boost me outside of here to make it happen. 💕
2023-09-09 23:29:54 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe you like when I lose my mind and write essays about you. I don’t believe in love anymore because of you. I never knew that I could become this cold and angry and all these feelings that nobody really wants to read about. One day, I will stop loving you. One day, I will stop losing my mind because of you. One day, you’re going to go back to being alone, getting rejected on dating apps daily and eating McDonald’s every night. If that’s what you want, then that’s what’s going to happen and you’ll have no one to blame but yourself. You’d rather have that than help me with any of the important things I need? We’re almost there.
2023-09-09 23:17:25 +0000 UTC View PostHe wants to keep acting like I’m not worth helping until I eventually find someone who will. It’s not even hard to help me so I don’t know why he’s being the way he is. I was so much more successful before him and I want to get back to there not even for myself but just to spite him. Hate who I am rn. 😭 I need to love myself but that’s not possible if I keep letting him back into my life and he refuses to get with the program. If he doesn’t love me then he needs to stay away. If you choose to be a loser that’s on you. I shouldn’t have to break down and cry for you to help me while I work 16 hours a day.
2023-09-09 22:59:07 +0000 UTC View Post
If my last 20 posts have minimum 50 likes or we hit the summoning goal of $100 I’ll go live immediately.
2023-09-09 22:48:40 +0000 UTC View PostTf am I supposed to do with 6’6 meathead with a dick that doesn’t work and won’t take pictures of me. Get out of my mind and life already. I hate you.
2023-09-09 22:43:56 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t understand why he won’t take any of this seriously but I can’t handle it anymore. I kept asking for my key back last night and he wouldn’t give it to me. Part of me is hopeful and wishes it was because he loves me. Another part of me knows it’s because he doesn’t want to lose his access to free food and keeping me to himself. You can’t keep me to yourself if you refuse to take care of me, love me or listen to me. I fed you almost every day for 3+ years. I didn’t eat a whole day and you didn’t notice or care. After I mentioned it crying, he said you should be able to feed yourself. … Even though I sacrificed my time, money and energy to cooking or going out to feed you when I should be streaming instead. You’re not giving me any choice but to become this monster who hates you. You can’t be here if you’re going to be this worthless and useless. I used to tell you you were handsome and supported everything you tried to do. I let you live here rent free for a long ass fucking time even though you refuse to help out so I eventually had to kick you out even though I never wanted to. You can’t do this to people. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I love you less and less every day. One day, I will stop loving you and you’re going to watch me thrive by myself or do better with someone who can give me 1 hour of help a day without making me scream my head off for 4 hours. I need someone who values me and thinks it would be fun to help me pick out outfits and make sure I stream by 7 or before midnight. I can’t do this anymore. You’d rather resent me than love me. You’d rather argue with me for 4 hours than help me for 15 minutes. I can’t live this like anymore. This is your fault. I feel like an idiot for entertaining it but I’d been a slave to my emotions because love makes you stupid. One day you will wish you did more than make my life worse instead of better. Im sure you’re on your 5th energy drink by now or trolling the internet again like a loser instead of helping me edit photos or promoting me on Reddit like I need. I’m so glad you find doing all that is so much more of a priority than helping me or making content with me. Enjoy your loser activities.
2023-09-09 22:40:14 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna live in Canada so bad for the universal healthcare. 🤣 Maybe I can be successful enough to buy a small cabin or property there. Do any of you guys live somewhere awesome with universal healthcare and more? I find you guys so fascinating. Some of you live in amazing places like Norway and Finland which I heard is fantastic. I find every person who lives in a place different from mine super interesting.
2023-09-09 22:09:48 +0000 UTC View Post
I don’t even have to try, I win wherever I go. 💕
2023-09-09 22:03:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Only the weak and willing have any chance with me. 💋 My greatest strength is owning someone Iike you. 🌹
2023-09-09 21:37:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Love makes fools out of everyone. What’s the most ??? thing you’ve done in the name of love?
2023-09-09 21:03:59 +0000 UTC View PostLooking for romance, romance comedy movies or series to watch. My favorite genre is Comedy and I’ve never been into romance before. I’m not over him, but I’m over it. I want to be and do better and I guess I need some different influences. I want someone who wants to make out with me and tells me I’m pretty.
2023-09-09 20:44:58 +0000 UTC View PostEverybody who thinks I’m funny is going to heaven.
2023-09-09 20:05:46 +0000 UTC View PostI don’t care about the abs in your fake profile picture. I’d rather listen to the fatass with 40 bucks telling me he wants to suck my toes. 🤷🏻♀️
2023-09-09 19:45:33 +0000 UTC View Post
You should always be throbbing and thankful to see this much of me.
2023-09-09 03:21:56 +0000 UTC View Post
The super hot black harness and X pasties from last night’s snap show because I love denying you. 🖤 Showing you lots of skin so I can seduce you and have you all to myself. 💋 bonus nippy slip video. 😌
2023-09-09 01:51:26 +0000 UTC View PostChad cleaned the living room and kitchen again. I thanked him for contributing. I apologized for raising my voice. I know I get scary sometimes. We don’t always communicate properly or treat each other with respect. It feels easier to handle. It was a lot of clothing. He put them in piles in bedroom for me to sort out. The living room looks really good. I’m gonna work out. I can breathe more easily. I shared some of my dinner with him. He said Thank you.
2023-09-08 06:28:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Today i did 2 streams! Shut them both off after 15 minutes and no tips. When I first started I usually shut down the stream within 10 minutes so I’m being generous going to 15 minutes. Posted some screen grabs so new people can know the rules and understand a little of why. I mean, if you have a brain you can understand why I started having boundaries. I don’t really need anyone publicly degrading me or wasting my time and energy. It’s like going to the strip club empty handed and expecting the dancers to be nice to you. Boy, what. 🫠 Of course, they’re gonna have an attitude while you’re trying to ask them how life is going or how much is a gol.den shower when you haven’t even thrown $20. Just shut up. 😆 My Brains also a little fried from too many people seeking free attention so thank you for your patience and understanding. Especially when I get short because I’m getting the ick from cheap people trying to pull me into a conversation while I’m naked. It just doesn’t feel good, tbh. 😅 I’m goddess but I am also human. Lol. I’m still pissed at someone named Toby who pulled 3 responses out of me pretending he was gonna tip so I know the tip before chatting is a reasonable boundary. I only have so many spoons. And reminder for the dumbasses, I don’t have to show you anything. Don’t come into the chat room and ask why aren’t I naked already when you haven’t tipped $1 in 2 years. 🙄 I know you’re trying to pull me into doing more than I need to for free and that’s something some of you creeps do to the dumb creators. Anyways, I’m getting stricter and focusing my time and energy on my personal angels who have taken care of me and deserve my attention. Appreciate you worshipping quietly. If you’re one of the people who enjoy mean bullying, degrading and humiliation, please just say so instead of purposely saying stuff to get me angry. I’m not into people saying certain things and once I get the ick from reading what you say, I put an ❌ next to your name cuz I don’t forget how pathetic and creepy you are. Im willing to jump on stream again in a different outfit if we reach a summoning goal. Tributes will get rewards from Goddess. 🥰 Sincerely and with love and another post that’s way too long, - Cindy Moon
2023-09-08 04:43:36 +0000 UTC View PostI’ll be on at 11 pm Miami time which is about an hour from now. I enjoyed a really warm, nutritious and delicious Vietnamese meal and got a lot of stuff out of my system. Thanks for being here for me!
2023-09-08 01:50:43 +0000 UTC View PostThis is the second most toxic relationship I’ve been in. 😑 The first was a sex addictt so obviously that was WAY worse and scarier. I’m not that fearful of him “cheating” since he needs a lot to get going. Whats he going to do? Sling his soft 5 inch burrito at the girls who aren’t gonna provide dinner every night or care enough to try and get him to stop smoking, vaping and drinking 5 energy drinks a day? I honestly think it’s just his nicotine addictionn and maybe some of the porn addictionn affecting his performance. It doesn’t matter. I’m thinking too much. I don’t care if he sleeps with other people I don’t own him and I’d rather him live his best life as long as I’m taken care of. But I’m not. And I don’t care if he wants to sling his soft cock at other girls at this point. Obviously, I shouldn’t be in a toxic relationship at all but I’m picky with attachment issues and have read enough news to not want to date or make too many connections with people. It is what it is. I need my circle small as possible. I know less than ten people in real life and I plan on keeping it that way. Thanks for coming to my bed talk. 🤦🏻♀️
2023-09-08 01:39:24 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve given you more than enough of my time, love, money, opportunities, chances and energy. If you can’t get a hard on so I can record me sucking on it for 1 minute every day then I can’t be with you. I was willing to get slammed every night live but you’re camera shy even though we are the only people in the room and we’re just canoodling. If you’d rather be addicted to porn and lose the only person willing to take care of you then keep doing what you’ve been doing. I don’t know what you expect from me other than rage and a bratty attitude. I want and deserve princess treatment. I’m not crazy or asking for much. It is insane for me as an online sex worker to date someone who can’t get a boner and then has the audacity to not treat me like a princess. Don’t ever fall in love, it blows. I’d rather actively love on my online husbands for a lifetime. I don’t need therapy, i know and understand everything going on but I’m still growing through it cuz I have feelings. I just want 69 million dollars and my online husbands at this point. I can’t handle making any more connections rn. I didn’t go to the market and buy us food and cook for him today. I went out to eat and treated myself to a nice meal. Then I’ll be home to stream.
2023-09-08 01:21:51 +0000 UTC View PostI never wanted to hate on his ex but I remember him spending days texting her while the sink was full of dirty dishes, laundry hamper was full the whole Madonna Whore complex/ under appreciated girlfriend situation. I’d been crying from my life load, im still taking care of dinner, im getting crazy from the workload he won’t help me with (after I’ve paid him thousands to help me to pack for demo or handle marketing ) while I’m trying to answer 300 messages a day working 15-18 hours a day and he spent the day laughing and masturbating to nude pics of her so I don’t know what you want from me , ex girlfriend.
2023-09-08 00:50:20 +0000 UTC View Post
